EPISODE 3 THE BEGINNING OF THE NEW END

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Love is the most power fullest weapon in the world, it has the capacity to influence your life in ways that you wouldn’t imagine, and it gives you a sense of pleasure every time you think of it. Some people are desperate to find love, some are waiting for the right girl, and some hide their feelings to live up to the norms of the society. Love is not a weapon that destroys; it is the weapon that creates. This is a fact that not much realize. People who think that as long I don’t love I am good guy. Sacrificing your right to making your own choices is what you are actually doing. Choices that you make in your life should be of your own, it should not be influenced by the people around you. If people around you say you should not love, and you listen to them irrespective of how you feel, then it does not mean you are a good person it only means that you don’t have the capacity to make your own choices.

All these thoughts were going on my mind when I was hugging her.

I wanted her to be with me my entire life. I then moved my hands away from her shoulder, pushed her back and looked at her eyes and said,

“Don’t Cry.  I promised to make you enjoy your life, I want to keep up that promise, but I can’t do that when you are crying .Please Don’t.”

I held her face and wiped her tears, she looked at me and leaned towards me.

I then held her head towards my Chest. I didn’t know whether she meant it when she asked me to make her enjoy her life like never before, but I took it pretty seriously. I wanted to give her the best when she was with me.  We thanked everyone in that restaurant and started making a move.

She was leaning over my shoulder and we were holding hands while we were walking. When we went outside the restaurant we felt like everything was new and perfect. She lifted her head and asked me ,

“Doesn’t it seem like everything here is new now?”

-“Of course, because you are with me”

“Stop It.” She said sarcastically with a smile.

Then we started walking again and went to a park. We sat on one of the benches and started talking. The exact conversation went like this,

(I started the conversation,)

“Can you believe that we are officially in love?”

-“I know right, I never thought you also liked me and I never would have expected that you were so romantic!!”

I smiled and said,

“Trust me, I didn’t know myself. I was in fact scared that you were going to reject me. But the Twist you gave was just out of the world. Did you know I was going to propose to you?”

She replied,

-“No absolutely not, if I knew it would be like staged event. I in fact thought that you would have realized that I was going to propose when I said I wanted to talk to you about something. You are dumber than I thought”

I started laughing. You just don’t mind insults when it’s from your Love, you in fact love it. I asked her how our parents were going to react when they realize that we are in love.  Surprisingly she was cool about it.

“I don’t actually mind telling my parents right now. They wouldn’t mind at all.”

I guess she was pretty friendly with her parents. She assured me that there wouldn’t be any problems from her side. It was all on me now. However, she even asked if I wanted, she would even ask her parents to talk to my parents.

But I refused because they were my parents and they shouldn’t know about my love from someone else, it should start from me. We then started discussing about how we shouldn’t hide anything from each other and that our love life had to go smoothly. But I was not always comfortable sharing everything with her.

She asked if I had any secrets that I haven’t told her about; I stammered a little before I replied,

“Eh… eh … I... don’t think so...”

She was a bit doubtful, but she believed me full heartedly. This is when my mind started thinking,

“Should I tell her about my previous life?”

“She told me everything about hers, it would be right only if told everything about mine”

“But what if it ends everything between us?”

I decided to tell her when the right time comes.

I took her hand and covered it with my other hand and said,

“Kriti, there is something that I’m not telling you, but I will say it when the right time comes. For now please trust me”

She looked at me and said, “I trust you”

It was going to be past 3 ,it was getting late for lunch so we decided to take off. I stood up first and stretched my hand towards her ,she took my hands and we turned towards the left and started walking towards the gate. At the end of the gate is where everything I had in my life took a swing. I didn’t realize it till then.

As we were walking towards the gate, I encountered a girl who I thought I would never meet in my life again. I stopped right there , Kriti took a few steps forward and turned towards me as she realized I was not walking with her .She saw my face and understood that I was in shock . She came close to me asked

“Are you ok?”

Then she looked at my eyes staring at something, she then turned towards the girl I was starring at and asked me if I knew her already. I could barely move my any part of my body; I was in so much shock.  I then looked at Kriti and said,

“Kriti, I guess the Time has come.”

Her eyes widened and looked at me in confusion.